Saturday Stuff
went to wilfred's house...
all in all today was a good day and we had fun juz chilling out with him...
only thing was me. i got emotional over some small stuff.. well.. to me it's abit more than alittle but nevermind.. i'm still too emotional. fred had a hard time calming down and as the time passes, instead of getting better i got worse and more emotional and more hysteric and started crying and crying and behaved, accoding to him, psychotic. i murmur to myself, i blame myself... and then i cry again. even i am afraid of myself.. why am i behaving this way? why? i've never cried so much before and i hardly cry when i was young..... even if i'm a baby i dun cry so much. mum said i hardly cry. but why am i so emotionally unstable now? this is so damn irritating and unhealthy. fred even thought i had mental problem and asked if i needed to see a shrink.. geez..

i was playing with 'the sims' juz now.... hehe sano taught me the cheat codes for getting more money.. now i can renovate my house with my liking without constraints and also, NOW MY HSE SHO NICE HEHE..

i even extended the house space...

the codes:
ctrl + shift + c
type "klapaucius"
hehehe each time it generates $1000 more for ya!


How Emotional Are You?
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Sorrowdweller. You are not overcome by anger nor happiness. Your emotions are pretty well balanced, but you do tend to get somewhat emotional at times leaning towards depression and saddness. You have your own views of the world and while you do not see the beauty of life, you are not completely overwhelmed by darkness. Live and let live just because.

ok i've juz demoted from being balanced to being a sorrow dweller.. sad case sia